serenity

maybe it was all about venting frustration? this past night and this morning were some of the most peaceful ive had since i arrived. the noxious fumes are almost gone, and the birds outside are louder than the throat-clearing. maybe the guys next door checked out? no idea. but at this rate, staying here for the interim looks within the range of my now slightly expanded comfort zone.

also, i have a working phone, something that feels wonderfully empowering. i am so grateful for all the help i got with that.

on the walk home, i saw people exercising along marine drive, something that gave the hope of at least going for a brisk walk without attracting too much attention. that made me almost giddy, it was the first time i had seen something like that, but also the first time i think i noticed…

there are a few things that still need work… the perpetual housing issue, research proposal clarification, and buying healthy meals… i seem to have developed a steady diet of junk food and dahi, and chai.

this weekend should be interesting because its holi, and easter. ive been told on more than one occasion to keep well indoors during holi, although it would be pretty amazing to see it. i might be able to get a spot in the stairwell looking over the street? as far as easter, there are a few churches nearby.

and besides, every day looks like this: